Balance?

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Balance?

Just realized that how stupid i am for the past 22 years...
I always believe in TAI CHI...
Things will end up be balance...

Yes..Tai chi was true...
Is just i misinterpret it!

From my heart...
Everything must balance...

Like this...
everything must be balance....
MUST...
so...
every time,when other throw something on the other side,
bad or good...
My side must be do something to let my side balance...
to let the scales so call "BALANCE"~~~

So...
people throw 10kg trouble, devil...
i throw the same 10kg on my side TOO!!!

ok...not to mean that i also take revenge and do something devil...
erm...how to explain...
ok...let say...
eg:If a dog bark you,bite you,what you do?
most people said-go away...ignore it...

but i will think, if i am not do something, this stupid devil dog will suka suka go around and bite others...
so i will call related body/party to take away this dog and they will settle it....


OK...let's back to the scales...
at the end, my scales getting heavier and heavier...
because somebody throw in, i add the something on my site TOO!!!

End up...
become this...
Oww NO!!!
no wonder i always said:" Beh Balance,beh balance"

Why not i just throw away all the RUBBISH???!!!
Then my scales become like this...
Nothing....
still balance...
just that simple and easy...
:-)

Thanks uncle Sam for telling me that...
love you soooo much....

When I

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When i...

When i...
feel like vomit...
I know...
I am getting more stress...
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Hmm...

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Hmm....

Hmm....

bit nervous...

hmm...

is actually very nervous...

speak in front of boss is totally different as compare to in the toastmaster club....

So "beh Ki" to make silly mistake and "NERVOUS"!!!

memang "beh ki" as a toastmaster made such mistake!!!

Eventhough i still improving...but at least....haiz...

Hmm...

Please don't do that "AGAIN", when i have to be emcee which represent my firm and speak in front thousand of people...

So EMO these day...

You---@#%^**^()))^%^#$

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%@#$@!

You just simply a BITCH!!!!!
$#^&*$@*&~!
You too....

Luckily you all stay in the same "burrow"!!

Let you all gather and don't spread all the "pestilence" all over the place.

Let you guy feel so good about yourself and actually show how stupid you guy are...

Yes...good job...keep on the good job!!!

One who points his finger at another doesnt realise that his 3 fingers are pointing at him.

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The finger

This person, went to our meeting today.
As usual, we request feedback from our guest.

He spoke:" I hope that it is no offense, so would you all still need my opinion?"
Toastmasters:''sure"
(As a toastmaster, we train to be receive other people opinion, criticism, and suggestion)

That is the few sentence which i can remember...He said:"
1. I found your club don't have any good speaker.
2. If i join your club, sure i will help you all out, to bring up the standard and quality of the club.
3. None of your member can speak fluently, poor pronunciation, and grammatical error(and bring out so many example of the error we had made)
4. I had been MC, i have good command of english, impromptu....all that...GIVE ME ONE REASON WHY SHOULD I JOIN?!"


This is AGAIN a wrong perception on Toastmaster club.
1. We are not an English class, if you want to learn a 0% error english, please go back to your school, or perhaps British Council.
2. The way that you express your opinion today indeed, rude. If all the audience wasn't toastmaster, you will really offense people, and this is THE THING YOU NEED TO LEARN FROM TOASTMASTERS.
3. Toastmaster is not an English class. Whereas it train us in 2 way.
A) Comunication: Train you to get confidence in public speaking. Improve your level of confidence, and how to bring your message to audience. You can be a very good speaker, talk talk talk...wah....so good...but no people got your message????
Besides, you are extending your network!you can meet different people from different background, you will observe different people behavior and their reason of doing things...we actually learn from EACH OTHER!

B)Leadership: In your club, you play role...you can be timer,ah counter,grammarian,evaluator,or MC. It train you listening, english and analytical skill.
Besides, in your club, you serve as committee, you taking care of the club, you lead the club...the thing you see is no longer how many "ah" in your speech, how many grammatical error you had made, but you have to consider-->what is next event, how to bring more guest, will my club "die in my hand" if the quality of meeting doesn't improve?enough fund for next event? how to raise fund, member educational progress....DCP goal...etc....

When you go even higher level, perhaps Area level....divisional level....District level...
You have to taking care so many club already...the decision making and the thing concern are totally different story!
Eg: Seow Hoe have to go all over the place for meeting, meet local university principal discuss about the new club to be establish...etc...

WHO SAID NOTHING TO LEARN IN TOASTMASTER CLUB????

Suzan you are right!--One who points his finger at another doesn't realize that his 3 fingers are pointing at him.

FYI: Again, toastmaster club is not a club to learn 100% professional ENGLISH, if you wan to do so, let me noe, will get you a brochure to go British Council.

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I HATE MYSELF!!!!!

URGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

Tired lar

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Tired lar

From the past few month, i was giving too many task to myself...
And i always go for high risk, because i am more happy to the result either high return or no return...

But, i really push too much on myself already...
Everyday wake up,telling myself, DUN THINK! DO !
It really work...
but it really tired...

Very sienz already...
I keep on procrastinate...
Dormant this activity...that activities...
Find excuse...
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I realise this no going to work already...
I wonder...start wonder am i doing the thing i want to do as in i really like to do?
Or i just pushing myself too much?

I will never and ever go for this approach anymore...
Urgggggg!!

Ok, don't think! Do!
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